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I remember the day that i got voted out in the top6 show, when my bros, Terry, Bronson and the rest of my friends were there. Not to mention, Terry had never failed to come for all the live competitions that i had, and keep bringing more supporters week after week to come support me. Even if nobody could turn up, he will do his best to come, because he knows what i needed most is support.

Honestly, seeing supporters at the floor does make a lot of difference. It actually revives the confidence that was thought lost before the 9.30pm and we stand up there and sing.

Well, when Marion mentioned my name, I’ve got nothing in my head but sadness. Not sad because i was voted out, sad because i will be dissapointing a lot people out there especially my loved ones. I sang Fly me to the Moon, with tears storing up in my eyes. I tried hard to hold on, and i was shaky throughout the whole song.

It’s hard to hold on to the emotions of the song in such circumstances, but i know i must give my one last time the best that i could give to all of you guys out there.

Besides my dad, I can see the dissapointment in my bro’s eyes. Well, he didn’t say it, but i could sense it. My no.1 supporter other than my dad. My parents couldn’t make it every week to the comp though, and he was like representing them.

I owe him too. I didn’t give anything good to him, all i could do is to help him out to pay for stuffs when he needs it. But i’m happy he’s grown and changed ever since he left for KL. People do grow up, and he’s not the stubborn, hard up kid i knew when we had our kid-dish, childish times together. Yeah, all we did was fight, n we seldom have good times together. I guess distance apart makes relationships better. Now he’s learn to be helpful and supportive.

Yup, that’s my bro~ way to go, keep it up, and you’ll be a grown up good man. I’m proud to have a bro like you. Don’t fail me now, i don’t wanna get into any unreasonable fight with you. And don’t hang your head too high when you see this; we must learn to be humble.  For pride does kill yourself. Put God first, and everything will fall into place.

Family is a very important thing in life, so don’t neglect them guys.

Thank God for my family, and i thank God for yours too.

 Chillz~

-Joni-

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